Nazeem da berubah...xtaula sbb die da semakin membesar ke atau ape2. Die mmg da berubah. Kalau dulu, die memerlukan sy dlm semua hal n setiap masa. Sekarang die semakin action ngan sy :(
Mula2 sy start rs mcm ni ble die pegang botol sndr ms minum ribena. Tbe2 hati rs kehilangan.. Wpon skrg die blm fully pgg botol die sndr, tp kdg2 die mmg pgg sndr. I know I will miss the moment ; holding his bottle, badly after this just like I miss the moment BF'ing him. Sigh~
Smlm2 die tdo ngn Abah die. It's killing me since he NEVER slept without cuddle me before! Smlm pon sama. Tghari, lps msk lunch I wonder what my bloved 2heroes might be doing in the room. Mmg ble time sy msk, Mr. Hubby akan jaga Nazeem. Tgk2 dua2 tgh tdo ats katil... sekali lg sy sedih sbb Nazeem tdo tanpa sy.
Blom lg kalau time die nangis tanpa sbb (die mmg salu nangis tnp sbb @ ktorg xtau sbb ape. hehe~). Ble die nangis n xnk kat sy... sy sgt sedey! Sgt sedey ble tgk air mata die meleleh2 tp die xnk sy pujuk... nk Abah die. Wpon sy yakin ms tu bkn sy yg wat die nangis. Hmm...
Wpon sumer yg di atas bknla selalu sgt terjadi. Yelah, rsnye die pgg botol sndr ade kot 2-3kali, die tdo tnp sy 2kali n nangis xnk sy pujuk 2-3kali. Tp, ble ia terjadi, sy sgt terasa spt Ibu yg tidak berguna. It's hurt...
Knp syg? syg kecik hati ngn Ibu ke? Sbb Ibu salu kate Ibu pnt jaga Nazeem ke? Sbb Ibu salu minta maid kat Abah utk jaga Nazeem ke?
Syg jgnla salah fhm... Mmgla ibu pnt jaga Nazeem. Ye lah, Nazeem ni xde byk hal CUMA Nazeem suke panjat2, suke mkn2 benda yg xsepatutnye dan mcm2 lg... Ibu sntiasa kene tgk Nazeem. Itupon ble ibu tinggal keeejap je cthnye simpan benda dlm peti ais kat dapur, Nazeem kat depan da jth tergolek sbb Nazeem panjat kerusi. Hari2 kepala Nazeem terhantuk. Ibu risau tau. Ble Ibu ckp Ibu pnt, xbermaksud Ibu xsuke jaga Nazeem. Nazeem tau x yg Ibu xtergamak nk print pon resume Ibu ble tgk muka Nazeem. Wpon jauh dlm hati Ibu, Ibu nak sgt keje. Tp, Ibu xsgp ble tgk muke Nazeem. Ibu xsgp nk bg org lain jaga Nazeem. Ibu syg sgt kat Nazeem.
Nazeem jgn kecik hati lg na syg... Ibu syg sgt kat Nazeem tau! Saaayyyaaanngg sgt! MMuuuaahh!!
Mula2 sy start rs mcm ni ble die pegang botol sndr ms minum ribena. Tbe2 hati rs kehilangan.. Wpon skrg die blm fully pgg botol die sndr, tp kdg2 die mmg pgg sndr. I know I will miss the moment ; holding his bottle, badly after this just like I miss the moment BF'ing him. Sigh~
Smlm2 die tdo ngn Abah die. It's killing me since he NEVER slept without cuddle me before! Smlm pon sama. Tghari, lps msk lunch I wonder what my bloved 2heroes might be doing in the room. Mmg ble time sy msk, Mr. Hubby akan jaga Nazeem. Tgk2 dua2 tgh tdo ats katil... sekali lg sy sedih sbb Nazeem tdo tanpa sy.
Blom lg kalau time die nangis tanpa sbb (die mmg salu nangis tnp sbb @ ktorg xtau sbb ape. hehe~). Ble die nangis n xnk kat sy... sy sgt sedey! Sgt sedey ble tgk air mata die meleleh2 tp die xnk sy pujuk... nk Abah die. Wpon sy yakin ms tu bkn sy yg wat die nangis. Hmm...
Wpon sumer yg di atas bknla selalu sgt terjadi. Yelah, rsnye die pgg botol sndr ade kot 2-3kali, die tdo tnp sy 2kali n nangis xnk sy pujuk 2-3kali. Tp, ble ia terjadi, sy sgt terasa spt Ibu yg tidak berguna. It's hurt...
Knp syg? syg kecik hati ngn Ibu ke? Sbb Ibu salu kate Ibu pnt jaga Nazeem ke? Sbb Ibu salu minta maid kat Abah utk jaga Nazeem ke?
Syg jgnla salah fhm... Mmgla ibu pnt jaga Nazeem. Ye lah, Nazeem ni xde byk hal CUMA Nazeem suke panjat2, suke mkn2 benda yg xsepatutnye dan mcm2 lg... Ibu sntiasa kene tgk Nazeem. Itupon ble ibu tinggal keeejap je cthnye simpan benda dlm peti ais kat dapur, Nazeem kat depan da jth tergolek sbb Nazeem panjat kerusi. Hari2 kepala Nazeem terhantuk. Ibu risau tau. Ble Ibu ckp Ibu pnt, xbermaksud Ibu xsuke jaga Nazeem. Nazeem tau x yg Ibu xtergamak nk print pon resume Ibu ble tgk muka Nazeem. Wpon jauh dlm hati Ibu, Ibu nak sgt keje. Tp, Ibu xsgp ble tgk muke Nazeem. Ibu xsgp nk bg org lain jaga Nazeem. Ibu syg sgt kat Nazeem.
Nazeem jgn kecik hati lg na syg... Ibu syg sgt kat Nazeem tau! Saaayyyaaanngg sgt! MMuuuaahh!!
hehe. akak lak yang comel.
ReplyDeletemaybe he's growing up kot kak. so, die da mmg akan tend to his dad more.
;)