hmm... last wednesday, was the toughest day in my life. I sent Nazeem to nursery, leave him all alone by himself (Of coursela there're babysitters to take care of Nazeem). Remember? 4hours were like 40juta thn for me. huhu~ propa lak aku nih sjk menjak ni. hehe~ Masa sy n Mr.Hubby dtg nk amik die, die nmpk kitorg kat sliding door. Trs die lari laju2 nak kuar kat kami sambil nangis... ooowwwhh... hati sy bagaikan dirobek2..dicarik2..melihat air mata die... sy rs nk pengsan... Babysitter kat ctu ckp, die ok... dorg kc die mnd n mkn..die main... Lega sy dgr... Sy pon rs babysitter kat ctu, jaga die dgn baik. TAPI, sy tau.. jauh disudut hati, die mst tercari2 sy... die mst hairan kenapa saya xjaga die. Mst die sedih... Cume nsb baik die byk kwn2 so die main je. Sy terbayang2 die tdo sndr... sbb kat umh die xpnh tertido sndr... tp, kat nursery, die boleh tdo sndr.. Hati sy sekali lg dirobek.
Nazeem mkn kopok seaweed
Dpt menan
Hari ni Khamis, Mr.Hubby cuti. So, sy xanta Nazeem. Kitorg g mkn steamboat lg n bl kopok seaweed kat Ikano. Then beli menan yg Nazeem suke tu kat IKEA. Spjg smlm n hari ni, Nazeem xberenggang ngn sy. Tgk tv, minum susu mst ats riba sy. Nak tdo mst peluk sy.
Sebenarnye td da type byk dah. Nth cane tgn ni tersentuh mouse pad ni, then jd select tu separuh, then ble type jd hilangla. Faham ke? xkesahlah.. geram btol!
Esok Jumaat... Sy nk anta Nazeem g nursery tu for full day. Sbb isnin ni sy da strt keje. So, mlm ni sy da xsenang duduk. Dok sedey2. Sy kene redha... Bkn sy sorg yg tinggal ank2... Mcm2 sy fikir utk wat hati sy tenang..tp, still xberjaya gak. nthla... Sy harap, Allah tabahkan hati sy n Nazeem. Sy harap, Allah lindungi Nazeem dr sebarang kecelakaan. Sy harap, Allah jaga hati dan perasaan die... Sy harap, Allah xkc die sedey...
sabar kak. dis is part of ur new beginning tahun nih kan. so, have to face all of dis la. gud luck sis! :)
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